FLC’s Thinking Out Loud

Being healthy is my goal right now. I have been struggling with my weight for years now. On and off is how I would describe my “love affair” with dieting. I have gone on a strict diet regimen that resulted to a 20-pounds loss but then I gained it back afterwards. I also did some tests with the popular diet programs like South Beach and the like. But again, it was all for nothing. I am thinking of taking diet pills and we’ll see what will happen.

November came in a grand entrance. It was raining cats and dogs and still is. I am feeling so sluggish this Monday morning. I know I have a lot of catching up I need to do but I will take it slow. For now, I have to check out fibromyalgia and what it entails. A friend of mine is asking me a favor from me to research the sickness for her. And I will, considering I am not really in the mood to start my to-do list.

I was talking to my sister last night and I was so distracted by the blackhead I found on her right cheek. It made me want to get the blackhead remover and get it out of her! We will be going to the dermatologist by next week to have our monthly facial treatments. When you go to the office daily, commuting using public vehicles, the dirt on the road clings to your face. Thus the blackheads.

I feel bloated after I eat. According to my doctor, it’s indigestion. Sigh. I would have to eat more slowly and cut down on some food. Actually, I am overweight and I really need to be able to lose weight. I am checking out some diet programs that might be suitable for me. I go out a lot and I can’t go on some of the diets I found. Also, I am checking out some products my friends told me about. I found orovo detox and I am not sure if this applies to me. But I will definitely be going on a diet right away.

I am fat. There, I said it out loud now. I owned it. I am not in denial of some sort. And I am declaring that I need help to lose weight. I need diet pills to go with the diet program I have right now. I want to lose weight faster and if the pills will help, why not?

Being overweight has always been my problem. Maybe I just don’t have the discipline to push forward. Maybe it’s in the genes because all women in the family (grandma, aunts, cousins) are all on the heavy side. I don’t really know. What I know is that I am now 100% determined to lose weight. Fast!