I am fat. There, I said it out loud now. I owned it. I am not in denial of some sort. And I am declaring that I need help to lose weight. I need diet pills to go with the diet program I have right now. I want to lose weight faster and if the pills will help, why not?

Being overweight has always been my problem. Maybe I just don’t have the discipline to push forward. Maybe it’s in the genes because all women in the family (grandma, aunts, cousins) are all on the heavy side. I don’t really know. What I know is that I am now 100% determined to lose weight. Fast!

Who doesn’t love a Starbucks coffee? Well, I do love a cup. It has become a habit when I go to this place that I would buy a cup of my favorite hot latte. Sometimes, I even ask my brother to go and get me a cup, especially when I am feeling under the weather. I also love their Chai tea. But I am not that particular with the brand. I can go to other coffee houses if it’s the only option I have.

In the open market that we went to, we saw this tv lift cabinet that I really think will fit the corner in my bedroom. I love the old wood look of the cabinet. It will blend in with the other cabinets I have in my room. And it will be a space saver as well. If the open market is still open by the next payday, I think I will buy that one. I saw other items that I like and if there is a need at home, I will also buy those.

When we went to the province a couple of months ago, the only complaint I have was the lighting. It was bad. Yellowish light that made the surroundings look so sad. I told my dad that the next time we would be going to his aunt’s place, I would shell out some money so they can replace even the light in their living room. We stay there a few times a year and it’s the least I can do in return for the open welcome they give us each time we go there.

I might not be able to relate to my boyfriend’s obsession with his Harley but I can understand it. Anyway, I am the same way with my books and my laptop. Hooked is the appropriate word for me, though. He is always on the lookout for Harley parts. I believe his biggest investment in life as of the moment is his Harley. Men! You’d think he would marry his bike if he could. Do I sound jealous?